Monday, December 14, 2009
I am sticky on the mud
I spread musty leeches in the clouds
Be luminous. The bitch will come
Very glittering above the bullshit
You bend musty ghosts among the tomb
Word!
The stink will come
I am sticky on the mud
We command peaceful thoughts in the shadows
Zounds!
The King is coming
opaque alive
never meeting
the next life waiting
For how long
the sailor
forget to go home,
before help could come.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Cold
He had been walking for what seemed to be an eternity. But he had no other choice. If he stopped he would never walk again. It didn't really matter, it was not a conscious effort anymore. His whole body had ached at first. Specially his feet. For a couple of days moving felt like walking on needles. Every step was an agony. At least that was over now. His whole body was numb and he couldn't feel a thing.
It was a Sunday the day the officers came. “Men in uniform, nothing but trouble” people at the village used to say. They had a list. “The motherland is in danger, the motherland is calling upon her sons” they announced to the townsfolk gathered in front of the churchyard. Then, they proceeded to read the list.
Of course he was named. Every man of age was asked to come forth. They had no choice, they had to accept the honor of serving. They knew what had happened elsewhere. Those who refused where shot on grounds of treason and their villages put to the torch.
Ideals, country, honor. Just empty words for him. He knew the phrases, he knew the words, and he repeated them out loud when he was expected to. Like a dog trained to bark on command. But they were still empty words. At least for an simple man like him.
When questioned about his duty he would answer that he was defending his homeland from the monstrous enemy. It was the answer they wanted to hear, so it was the answer he gave. All that was irrelevant to him. He was fighting an enemy he had never seen, never heard of and who had never done any wrong to him. In all likeness it was just another peasant from another village of some other country repeating his words for ideals, country and honor.
It had been bad from the beginning. There were never enough provisions, although they were used to that. Forever battling cold and hunger. But when orders stopped coming, they knew something had gone wrong. Coming back he saw naught but burnt fields and ruin. Enough to make any man despair, but his thoughts weren't on that. Not this time. All that mattered was reaching home.
This wasn't even his coat. He had took it from some commander or another. A corpse now, he wouldn't mind. He had to be close now. If only he could see something, some known terrain. He knew these lands after all, but he also knew that it was a fool's hope to be exposed in the out, this time of year. "I am close now" he told himself as he walked on, he had to be.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
water under the bridge
pointing to your account
It wasnt that I didnt wanted to
I just thought you wouldnt like that fount
I never got the chance to take care of you
if you ever catch a flu
I was thinking to put some blankets on
like you did for me, and keep it warm for you
I never did gave you flowers, although that could´ve been gay
but I would definetedly give you something, just to make up your day
I never got to cook for you
and I think you would´ve like it
although is so damn hard to figure your tastes
but I know I wouldn mind it.
I never gave back all that you did for me
and Im sorry it took me so long
I know I always screw things up but I also know I love you a lot
I know is not the way you wanted
but I was hoping it were enough.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Fascist times
I wake up in my "bed" if that what you can call a bed, a corner with some cover sheets I go to my "desk" and turn on my computer
I work for about 18 hour straight, they give me 8 peanuts to eat, cuz that’s all the energy i need
At the end of the day they gave me my pay, the best time of the day, I receive a glass of water and they open my window so I can see the sun for 10 minutes, which make the 18 hours of work worth it.
Atte
Clone created in a fascist company
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
4:49
soaking in my mistakes
u just saw me while staring
"relax dont think too much about it"
what it didnt make sense.
and yeah I totally knew
all the things we ever wanted too
shit I really dont get
yeah I honestly knew
life was passing by us.
lies.
half friends who never change
you are always behind
I wanna lean
get up and fly
never be back.
And in my mind
half friends are breed
we never change
we never flinch.
you´re making more friends
with your roots on your feet
making me bleed
would be easier.
I dont think I´ll meet you
Im chasing your dreams
everybody is out to get me
just for teasing.
And in the fall
half friends come down
we never change
do we?
I wanna live in a deep black hive
where my eyes comes dry from all the cry
we never learn
do we?
so I wanna fall...from here.
oooooohhh yeah
oooouuuuuhh yeah
oooooohhh yeah
c´mon yeah
let us just fall
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
*smack*
I wasn't advancing
It was rude and insulting
I'm pleased to admit it.
Your eyes were ferocious
I saw the hand coming
Still I was standing.
That look was atrocious.
I didn't even flinch
Never moved an inch.
Inside I was laughing
I wanted the slapping
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Chilling Memories - Chapter 2
Monday, November 9, 2009
DeadCat - Chapter 1: Looking Death in the face
I was the first of three little kittens. I was too young to know about anything and I couldn’t care less. The first days we lived inside a box to shelter us from the wind and rain. I mostly slept all day, waking up just to eat or pee. I had no worries but my luck was about to change.
By the time I could run freely without falling because of my large head and my small legs, winter had arrived and with it, hunger and cold. We were weak and still small to hunt for some food. One day when we were sleeping, and without us knowing my mother left us in front of a house. She decided the better chance for surviving was to be adopted by humans or so I thought. I prefer to think that, instead of just being abandoned as an unwanted child.
Later that day I woke up, didn’t knew where I was. My brother and sister were still sleeping. It was dark and I could hear many steps approaching to our place. There were red eyes surrounding us, sharp teeth shined at the moonlight, rat’s teeth craving for food, we were their prey. We tried to fight, but we were over numbered, we were little and weak. We stood no chance; there were many of them. I felt so much pain I passed out.
The next thing I remember was opening my eyes with a weird sensation that I could not describe. I was in the same alley I was born; we were there, all of us. My mother, my brother and sister, even I was there. Closed my eyes and opened them again, just to see the awful truth. I was back to the reality and we were dead bodies or at least what remained of us. I cried and screamed, no one could listen. The rats were still there. Jumped over them with no effect, it was as if I was not there. Kept swinging my small-clawed paws to their heads, just to get rid of all the anger I had. My efforts were futile.
From that day on, I prowl the streets searching for answers and even revenge. I feel no hunger, I feel no pain. I’m DeadCat.
DeadCat - Intro
It has been so long I can’t even remember my old name. Probably was something like Tiger or Oliver, who knows, even Sam sounds possible. Now I prefer a proper name, one that describes me. DeadCat.
This was my story. This was my life.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
This is your life?
Friday, November 6, 2009
Cat Story - Teaser
I am the shadow, I am the night.
I own the streets, I own the world.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Chilling Memories - Chapter 1
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Calaveritas!
Roblo
A Roblo se llevó la muerte
Bajo sueños yacía, no despertaría
Escrita estaba su suerte
En el infierno ahora desfila,
Su alma descanza tranquila.
Sonriente Roblo cavila:
Mejor aquí, que Kansas o la maquila
Topo
La muerte iba de paso,
de sus asuntos ocuapda.
Mala hora la de un payaso,
quien la pondría malhumorada.
Contó topo un mal chiste
enfrente de la flaca.
Hay! Chuck Norris, que triste!
se lo llevó la calaca.
De Joe no se sabe nada;
su vida fue acortada.
De nosotros se ha ido,
cae ahora en el olvido.
En el balcón ya nadie vigila.
Ignorada quedó su katana
Quienes lo tomásen por mamila,
celebran su hazaña espartana.
Cookie
Pancho consiguió ya empleo:
De la muerte es asistente.
Está cargo del saqueo,
cada que expira un inocente.
Nunca fue mas feliz
que siendo un aprendiz.
Destruye, termina y aniquila.
Su vida por fin compila.